I feel in love with a slut and i doubt she even love me.what should I do? I feel

sooooo hurt and embarrassed? Me and this women separated a couple of months backs each going our own way.Now that I had time to reflect on the relationship.She was a slut and I doubt she even love me to begin with.I was lead on in so many ways.I had job offerings in another state vut stayed because I felt i was betraying her

So many lies she have tod me.It seem like everthing she says was very inconsistent.Im just soo hurt.How can she not feel bad about this?

She should have told me she wasn't ready for a relationship.I made sure she had everthing for her own self and personal growth.

How do I cope?