Im 15 and smoke cigars to forget my problems?

yea im 15 i smoke cigars like prime times,malboro, nd swisher sweets
to forget bout my problems at home,i used to smoke weed but stop
cuz i couldnt afford it,but ill start smokin again until im 18
but still gonna smoke cigars nd i do inhale them to get light headed
if not then wats da point in smokin