What does it mean when you are crying and laughing?

cal

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I'm not talking about laughing too hard then crying but in terms of sadness.
I've never really felt this type of emotion before...

The girl that I liked for over four years and I couldn't get her. I asked her out before, 2 years ago, but I kept denying myself from her answer and continued to like her. But tonight... idk... I just randomly got tore up. She is the first girl I like and I feel like it's impossible to move on. I try to like other girls, but for some reason, they don't have the same nice personality that I look for
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For some reason... I'm crying but at the same time I'm laughing. Is it cause I'm coming to accept reality or am I still denying reality?
It's one of those emotions that are hard to talk or explain, but is it normal?
 
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