She want me to leave her alone and vice visa but we always argue. I'm tired of us being mad at each other, I still love her. She say hurtful things but I do too but she is the reason why we are not together. but she involve people in our business who has nothing to do with it and she laughs like it suppose to be funny. It just hurts me knowing that she dont take my love for her seriously. She chose some guy she barely knew over me and after he had sex with her, he left her to take care of a kid alone and I kind of rubbed that in her face. I want to be back in her life but I'm tried of the games, if she truly wanted me to stop contacting her, she wouldn't keep arguing back at me. At first I tried to be a nice guy but she started verbally abusing me first.