I met a girl a few weeks ago and we've fallen in love. We're not officially together as we're 800ks apart and we met in her state. but I am going to see her soon. Anyway since I met her I just have no desire to masturbate. About 6 months ago it'd be daily. Since then I cut back to maybe once a week. Since I met her I've only done it a couple of times to relieve the tension. Other than that I just have no desire to. Is that normal or am I just retarded? Also everything around me has lost all meaning and not much phases me and I wonder where I'm going in life. All I can think about is her. Lol