nearly every night i have a dream about my ex, krystal, and its usually always the same. she comes back to me, wearing a pure white dress.. I run to her and grab onto her and hold my baby close... i can feel her breathing.. "i love you so much, dont go" and she replies "i'm not the one who has to go" and stabs me. i can see my blood spurting out on her dress, and i try to wipe it off, because i don't want to get it dirty... i fall to my knees and bleed out with my head against her and listening to her heart beat. i wake up ******* crying every time. i hate it... i hate it so much. why do i keep having this dream. thank you for your time