A relative committed suicide over 10 years ago. It was hard to deal with at the time, but I got through it. I understand his reasons, as selfish as suicide is.
Last night, I had the most vivid dream of him. I was at his house, as if floating, watching him get ready to go and kill himself. It was like he was getting ready for a normal day - doing his hair, getting his keys, getting his wallet, but in the dream, I knew what he was about to do. Then he was in his car, driving to the place of his death, and I was in the car with him. It was like I was a ghost, he couldn't see me. I knew what was happening, but I was calm.
What does this all mean?
Last night, I had the most vivid dream of him. I was at his house, as if floating, watching him get ready to go and kill himself. It was like he was getting ready for a normal day - doing his hair, getting his keys, getting his wallet, but in the dream, I knew what he was about to do. Then he was in his car, driving to the place of his death, and I was in the car with him. It was like I was a ghost, he couldn't see me. I knew what was happening, but I was calm.
What does this all mean?