i won't lie, i do care about jesus but i take him for granted, i only look for him in times of trouble which i know is wrong, i neglet to put him first in my life. The temptation of the devil is very strong through all forms e.g Music etc... but as you are made aware of the 'revelation' of death, when god will take his earth and judgement day, how we will all suffer etc... it scares the hell out of you, but there is a beginning for everything, start doing it today, recognise god as our father so that he can acknowledge us as our children, we are leaving in the begining of the end, we should start putting jesus first in our life, he died for us because he loves us so now it's our turn to show our appreciation by not breaking the rules he set. I know we are humans and are bound to make mistake, but let's try our best, don't allow the devil to defeat god, we are not children of devil but children of god.