I have been in my first lesbian relationship for 2 years now (at 30 years old). We have lived together for almost the same amount of time. She is amazing and we can do and share anything and everything together. My life with her is perfect, and I see her and I until the end. I struggle though because my family has treated me horribly and nobody acknowledges my relationship (2 parents and 3 siblings). No communication. I have been scared to tell my grandparents with whom I am very close. Hate having to pretend, feel guilty, and not live openly and freely---holidays, day to day, etc. I am not at peace because I do not feel peace. I love my girlfriend, but miss being able to be unafraid or ashamed in my life---family and work. What do I do and where do I go from here? I know I could never find anything like this relationship again. How do I learn to be strong and fight for my feelings and my life--no matter what? Thanks for reading...........