Thats ok... but i mean that wouldn't make me want someone. You're shy... well i can find that a turn off unless they come out of their shell when they talk to you.
what's to question? You like a girl! it's simple! you do like her so you know how you feel, it means that you are attracted to a girl. If this continues for say, a year, then call urself BISEXUAL
Yeah some people bottle it up and it confuses them :)
also the traditional mentality is in their mind-set, so choosing to not marry a woman/man and have the perfect family like you always wanted seems confusing and scary :O