ABoyThatsL
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- Oct 13, 2008
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I've had many sexual encounters in my life, when I was around 5
I told a 8 or something year old girl to get naked and then sit on my lap
and she did, and then we played kiss chase in the dark, im 13 years old now. I kissed a boy once when I was around 8, just like a smack on the mouth, not a kiss. Nothing wrong with being gay though,
deep down it feels like i'm gonna turn out gay dunno why, at the moment, because the thing I don't want to be. At the moment im in love with a girl, really really in love, im also depressed, post traumatic stress, austism etc. But I find gay people cool, because its naughty and wrong, but every day It feels like its leaving my system
and i'm only attracted to woman who others say are good looking
and my brother girl friend is really hot, and then I found out that other people found her hot and then I wasn't attracted anymore, whats going on with me? am I gay, please an honest answer
and did anyone else, feel completely gay as a child and turn out to be straight or somethin like that? (not me, just wondering)
I'm more attracted to woman in person and less attracted to men in person.
Also when I see gay men in person,
and them holding hands, I feel like disgusted. Confusing time for me.
Can someone tell me why?
also im not that attracted to girls my age, cos they've been horrid to me in the past. i like older woman now, dunno why.
I told a 8 or something year old girl to get naked and then sit on my lap
and she did, and then we played kiss chase in the dark, im 13 years old now. I kissed a boy once when I was around 8, just like a smack on the mouth, not a kiss. Nothing wrong with being gay though,
deep down it feels like i'm gonna turn out gay dunno why, at the moment, because the thing I don't want to be. At the moment im in love with a girl, really really in love, im also depressed, post traumatic stress, austism etc. But I find gay people cool, because its naughty and wrong, but every day It feels like its leaving my system
and i'm only attracted to woman who others say are good looking
and my brother girl friend is really hot, and then I found out that other people found her hot and then I wasn't attracted anymore, whats going on with me? am I gay, please an honest answer
and did anyone else, feel completely gay as a child and turn out to be straight or somethin like that? (not me, just wondering)
I'm more attracted to woman in person and less attracted to men in person.
Also when I see gay men in person,
and them holding hands, I feel like disgusted. Confusing time for me.
Can someone tell me why?
also im not that attracted to girls my age, cos they've been horrid to me in the past. i like older woman now, dunno why.