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- Mar 1, 2008
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im 22 yo and never kissed, dated or had a boyfriend. i have tried to stay away from boys and men as much as possible bc of the fact that i didnt want to have sex. now, i want to b in relationship with a man, but im so afraid of sex because i have been told to avoid it. all my life i have never masturbated, so i have no clue of what sex is. now i think im developing feelings for women because i tend to talk to them more than men. its really disturbing. plus, many men and women say im beautiful and i get a lot of attention from men, but my family looks down on me when i talk to men. they forbid me to talk to men. im becoming really frustrated with life and i feel very depressed and im losing interest in a lot of things i use to like. what is happening to me? i feel very sad