...I just dont know what to do.? I always count on people to be there for me and i trust them. They all go behind my back and stab me in the back. You know how your supposed to have those friends who always stand by you. Wel I don't. I thought i did. But i don't. Ive gotten hurt so many times I'm just not the same person. I keep telling myself it will get better I hope, But it doesn't. It sucks not having anyone to talk about personal things with and trust them to understand and care. My parents are getting a divorce and its really hard to deal with it. And I try going to school and put on a smile but its sooo so hard to. I try not to cry because i'm usually alone like all the time. I may sit by other people. But even if your surrounded by the biggest crowd, you can still feel like the lonliest person in the world. And i really feel like that. The only person i have to talk to is my mom. I know pathetic huh. Yeah and i just hurt inside me, like this strange feeling inside me waiting to get free and turn into tears. And it hurts like the worst pain ive ever had. I guess i'm just depressed. But i don't know what to do about it. I really just need a friend or atleast one person to talk to. My school is so big i just can't talk to anyone or find a decent friend. I know people have way worse problems than that and thats probably nothing but maybe someone can help. Any advice?