I'm really in a bad place right now and i don't know if i should go to the hospital?

[msashley8786]

I'm bipolar 2 not on any medications I was doing really well and now I'm paranoid that my husband is cheating and that he hates me, I haven't been able to sleep, I'm scared to leave my apartment alone, today I wanted to drive my car into traffic, I can't hold a job because i'm paranoid and anxious, I'm having really bad memory issues where I'm not sure if I really did something or if I was just thinking about doing it and I found myself thinking about ending everything because I'm such a failure...

[Meg]

I think just by asking this question you know the answer.

Go to a hospital, get help. you need medication. Do it for your husband and family if not for yourself.

[Jamal]

I'm with Meg on this one.