i kinda had oral sex with this other girl!! will rumors would spread around school?

[ilovemet]

k im a 16 year old female and i think im bi cuz of what i did with this other girl....it all started on last sunday... last sunday (superbowl sunday) i had a soccer game at YMCA they have games year round and we won of couse [GO BOBCATS!!!] so we were walking of the feild and my team mate crissy that i thought i was falling in love with keapt on slapping my *** and i notice i like that from her more than i like my boyfriend doing it...so anyway we went into the locker room and where getting dressed and me and crissy were staring at each other off and on...i thought that was weird at the time but i didnt pay any attention to it..the next day on monday after school we had a team meeting,everyone was askin me if i was "bi" i loughed and i said "eww thats soo nasty!" and at the same time crissy winked at me after the meeting i walked out so quick so i can jump in the car with my dad only to find out he works late that day..so i was askin the other girls for rides and most of them were saying "lol only if you whernt gay" that hurt me so bad and it was so desrespectful cuz im the team captain and their sayin this sht to me!...so crissy came up to me while everyone was their and said shell give me a ride...all the girls started yelling "they like each other".....anyway to make this like short,,like 3 hours ago she kinda ate me out and i told my Bf and he broke up with me and told everyone!...i dont know how to deal with this cuz tomarrow they will say soo many things and they could take team captain away from me! im soo sad i think i should drop out....so can someone plz help me out i know it was a little confusing but im scaird bout tomarrow....

and does this mean im gay??!?! cuz i come from a very cristian fam and if my school finds out could crissy go to jail cuz she is 18?

[AmandaGrace]

something sorta similar happened to me last month.

i was in a play with another girl that I have been friends with and started

wanting to do things with her, my BF said it was ok but then one day

she gave me a ride and we ended up doing it. He broke up with me right

away!!! since then he has forgiven me and Im still a little confused

about the whole bi straight gay thing.

Ive decided not to force myself into a label or pay attention

to what others think. im very sorry for your situation;

my suggestion is that you talk to both your ex & chrissy

and tell them how you feel about what has happened.

as for everyone else- tell them to shut up because your

personal life has nothing to do with ANY of them and it does not

change who you are. good luck <333

* and she cant go to jail- dont worry. [its within 2 years]

[Sychic]

no it doesnt mean your gay i think your bi though but dont worry
rumours will spread though sorry
i wish u all the luck

[MEGEE]

you just wanted to experiment
tell her not to say anything about it

you "sex" life is personal duhh

[jackie]

uhmm good ? idk if she could go to jail. and you will be fine! ignore everyone there jerks. and i think she can only go to jail if its like real sex. but idk ull have to wait and see.

[noit2]

Oh so sorry to that you are now gay. Your going to need lots of help to over come this problem