There's this guy online that I've never met, but I know that i'm in love with him and that he loves me too. We're planning on a future together.
I've always look good on pictures rather than on webcam and in real life, he, on the other hand, has always look good everytime. which leads me to insecurity on how he would reacts when he sees me in person. Although he has assured me that i'm a beautiful person, and that even if I lost both arms and legs, his feelings for me wouldn't change.
One day, he asked me to make a video of me for him, which I did. But after the vid is done, I hesitated to show him the vid, but after some talk, I finally gave in.
He then complimented me, and got mad that I thought lowly of myself. After that, he asked for my permission to upload my screen shot that he took from the video to his facebook.
I gave him the permission, but what i'm wondering is why did he upload an ugly screen shot of me on his facebook, with a photo description saying that i'm hot? wouldn't he be embarrassed to his friends that his friends might laugh at him and thought that he has a low taste on girls? And is there a possibility that he wanted to boost my self esteem with the compliments? dont get me wrong, I too feel that looks doesn't matter in a relationship, but still I've known a lot of guys that cares about how his girlfriend looks and what his friends think. what do you think is going on his mind?
I've always look good on pictures rather than on webcam and in real life, he, on the other hand, has always look good everytime. which leads me to insecurity on how he would reacts when he sees me in person. Although he has assured me that i'm a beautiful person, and that even if I lost both arms and legs, his feelings for me wouldn't change.
One day, he asked me to make a video of me for him, which I did. But after the vid is done, I hesitated to show him the vid, but after some talk, I finally gave in.
He then complimented me, and got mad that I thought lowly of myself. After that, he asked for my permission to upload my screen shot that he took from the video to his facebook.
I gave him the permission, but what i'm wondering is why did he upload an ugly screen shot of me on his facebook, with a photo description saying that i'm hot? wouldn't he be embarrassed to his friends that his friends might laugh at him and thought that he has a low taste on girls? And is there a possibility that he wanted to boost my self esteem with the compliments? dont get me wrong, I too feel that looks doesn't matter in a relationship, but still I've known a lot of guys that cares about how his girlfriend looks and what his friends think. what do you think is going on his mind?
