i am 23 i was molested when i was 10 yrs old byy my servant . and i kept this as a secret since a very long time . i am studying in a college and staying in hostel(boys) and there are couple of boys who are attracted to me and they tried sleeping with me out of curosity at this age i did foreplay with two of them to be precise. but never talked to them after that . but the irony of the statement is whenever i masterbate i think about them or i see a gay video i donot see straight porn .. until and elness it is amature home porn videos .. so am i turning gay or am i gay ? and the fact about taking gay makes me creeps . any one who can give me wise experties in this field