I'm usually repellent towards normal intimacy, such as getting touched in any manner, especially hugging. So I found it quite strange when I enjoyed being laid on top of; it was a 'I'm supporting you" sort of feeling.
I was over my friend's house the other day and the two of us were watching a movie. She started to sorta.. lounge on me, so to speak. Part of me found it very, VERY uncomfortable, while another part of me really kinda enjoyed it. If it meant anything to her, it didn't show. I can't stop thinking about it though; it felt nice. Nobody had really been a friend enough to touch me that sort of way before. It wasn't like she touched me anywhere particularly sexual, it was just... nice.
Is that hinting towards anything? Is it normal for me to crave feminine intimacy like that? I say feminine because if any guy did that, I'd probably slap them across the face..or something along those lines.
I was over my friend's house the other day and the two of us were watching a movie. She started to sorta.. lounge on me, so to speak. Part of me found it very, VERY uncomfortable, while another part of me really kinda enjoyed it. If it meant anything to her, it didn't show. I can't stop thinking about it though; it felt nice. Nobody had really been a friend enough to touch me that sort of way before. It wasn't like she touched me anywhere particularly sexual, it was just... nice.
Is that hinting towards anything? Is it normal for me to crave feminine intimacy like that? I say feminine because if any guy did that, I'd probably slap them across the face..or something along those lines.