im lookin into the future for when i get a bf.. thats IF i get a bf

-sigh-

ANYWHO
ive never had a bf come round my house before, i guess you could say i keep it a lil private from my family, but now im gettin older nd think that i should when if i get my next boyfriend.. just that im scared how to act when hes there and what to do

ill feel so paranoid and omg, aah hmm :|
:|:| :| my friend invites her bf round so easily and pain free, and acts so nromal round her parents and family when shes around him at home, how i dont know

heeelp
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