at a party the other day this so called "popular" guy came onto me, and despite the fact i don't like him and don't find him attractive, i still kissed him back. you'd think that the whole "i'm so popular/i'm so cool" phase would've dissolved now that we're 17, but... well, it hasn't in some cases. i know it was stupid to kiss him back and it probably led him on.

i tried getting away from him but he followed me. unlike one of my best friends, who really likes him, i wasn't throwing myself at him. every other girl does!

at one point he took me to a bedroom and asked me to sleep with him. i told him i didn't want to but he kept forcing me. in the end i just walked out, because he was getting mad that i didn't want sex.

now someone's spread a rumor that we slept together, and that i was "trying to be popular" by getting with him!
like i've said: - i tried walking away from him COUNTLESS of times, i refused to sleep with him, and trying to be "popular" reallyyyy doesn't bother me.


how do i shake this rumor off? any tips?
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