ready to pop btw? I just want to know if I am crazy or not, like he calls me. I am 22 years old and almost 40 weeks. My so called partner is 30 next month.
We are not living together because he cant come up with his half of the money for an apartment, I got no problem coming up with mine., So I have to live in the country where I feel lonely isolated and depressed.
Meanwhile, he goes to the bar during the week, on weekends, either that or he's playing football(john madden video game) with his friend. Or he's playing rock band
he just got laid off or something happened with his job so now he's out of work
In the meantime, I am STILL working and finishing up some college classes this week
I am really mad at him
He lies behind my back and tells his friends im psycho but really im just hurt and upset about how he's treating me and his lack of responsibility in this
PLUS, aside from his finances, I feel totally neglected by him, he spends too much time at the bar. I could prob have the baby at any time and here he is at the bar
But he says I am trying to control him when i ask if hes at the bar and voice my disapproval of it
We live 20+ miles away and he tells everyone im a stalker yet im never even there
When i do go there he never gives me gas
Also, he gets verbally abusive with me then lies and tells his friend im the one who abuses him
I'll admit I have been extremely angry with him, but i have a reason
And I am scared, its like he's totally blowing me off when i am this close to delivery
I cant believe him
Do you think my feelings are irrational or is it okay that i expect more of a 30 yr old man than one that plays video games and is at the bar when I am pregnant, and could deliver at any time?
He's always texting me telling me HE'S scared. Its like what about me?? I am furious with him. He cant even be there for me cant even hold a job
Is there any excuse for him not to have job even with the economy? I just dont have patience for a man when i work more than he is, pregnant.
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