I am in love with my best friend and i cant stop thinking about him. Its like a drug and i need to see him everyday and i want to be with him as a boyfriend. But i dont know how to make a move because he might not be gay and it could ruin our friendship.

He is very sweet to me and we spend loads of time together. mostly alone. The only past love he has is with a girl but he tells me he does not love her. She is madly in love with him though and has been for years. Everytime he gets drunk they kiss and act like a couple, i can tell he doesnt like by his face. I feel like killing her. She hates me because she thinks that me and him are going out and in love (i wish)

We have kissed loads of times during dares and stuff, he buys me stuff and says "my treat". We also sleep in the same bed loads at parties and he cuddles up against me. He has helped me through so much and i think this is why im in love with him


I really want to be with him and he is so hot. what should i do