i dont know what to do anymore....i have a really bad life nothing has gone right


i feel like i need to just die. i cant talk to anyone. here are my problems

i have no friends
i have gotten realllllllllyyyyyy fat
my parents dont like me
my brothers dont dont care
i am failing all my work at high school
everyone i know at school can get in to college
i am the quiet one everywhere
i cut my self
my family is poor
i cant stop crying
if feels like i have nothing left
I CANT TELL ANYONE HOW I FEEL ( not in person )
i am always hiding from my family

i dont feel like i have any need to be on earth
i could go on and on all day but idk anymore......


So should i give up my life?
or just keep on suffering
if i go to HELL it will be better than here