Ok, I basically screwed my life up because of alcohol and these so called "legal highs". I have OCD, anxiety and intrusive thoughts. Some days I barely feel like I'm sane at all. It's driving my mum up the wall and I don't want to disappoint her or anyone else anymore. I might need medication, but what kind of person am I if I can't just make it on my own? What can I do? I'm not expecting sympathy because I realise what I did was fucking dumb, but I just don't know where to go from here.