Long story short, me and Paul talked for 2 years, until this August. We were in love... but he was too pushy with some things. Nothing dangerous. He lives in UK, Im in Canada.

Ive got a boyfriend, been going out for 5 months and I love the guy but i need Paul in my life as a friend. He's got some chick he loves and I was the one who ended it really carelessly, then talked to him 3 months after, apologized, got in a fight. etc.

I remember his email, and am a fan on his band page.


How could I talk to him again... Please guys help me. I know its dangerous and all Im not dumb, I just need him back in my life as a friend.