I am trying to forget him. He doesn't know I'm in love with him so he is not cheating. We used to work together and we talked everyday at work. When I got a new job he said "I wont get to see that pretty face or smile." He said others things as well. My feelings developed over time. He said "giddy up" to my coworker when he saw me. My coworker told me. I don't really know what he meant by that but it made me like him even more