My fried suggested I have like mega anxiety when I told her all this ever since I was little I have these time periods that last a couple weeks to a month where i have terrible thoughts and see awful things and wake up with tears streaming down my face cuz I have such terrible dreams I feel so trapped and I wanna escape it but there's no way I just wish I could scream on the top of my lungs and disappear this started when I was like 5 and I'm 14 now the only things that help is being with people and time I just feel like some one is trying to kill me I have to go sleep in my parents room or my brothers room on the floor cuz I get so scared from my dreams I'm always worrying I though that it finally had stopped and that it must of been a childhood thing cuz it's been a long time since it happened to me but it's starting to happen to me again and I just wanna cry and be put in a comma until it's over