I used to live with my mom & her boyfriend would always abbuse me,touch me, punch me in the head every day.My Mom didnt care,well she dosnt know that he would touch me. That happen when i was 7 years old. Whenever i wake up , i would just want to die . At home ill be child abused , and at school ill get bullied. Ever seens that happen i talk to myself and cut myself . Whenever i get myself talking to my self ill start cutting myself and hitting my self. I dont live with my mom anymore , i live with my dad now im 16 and all that abused and bullied was going on for 7 years. I live by the past i cry myself to sleep , and fake a smile . Im also bipolar . I tried committing succeed. I still cut myself and talk to myself i told my friend and she only know that i talk to myself. She doesn't know about my cutting. She told me that i should go to rehab. I want to go but im not sure, do you thinking i have to go to rehab if i talk to myself and hit myself and cut myself? Please help me .