hi,
not sure what your question is...
i am a sort of atheist, mostly due to being raised by such - or, my mother was Buddhist, and father not speaking of his Protestant background.
i don't base my opinions on the scientific method, perhaps being more agnostic than atheist.
i envy those that have the capacity for blind faith, to have something to believe in. something that 'controls' our destiny or whatever.
due to my envy, i have no desire to try to dissuade those of religion to believe otherwise - they are more fortunate than i and why would i want to undermine their belief system?
i don't believe that everything in the bible is fact, but, for those that do... well, lor' bless them.
whatever is true i may only hope to ever learn, and if any gods see me unworthy due to my agnosticism then i can only hope they can show forgiveness for what i was never taught to understand.