spiritually speaking what should i choose as an occupation?

[Pony]

i enlisted in the army when i was 17 but got disqualified on my ship date because i had acne. i'm 19 now and it is gone for the most part and now i'm trying to enlist again but it seems like i have to over hurdle after hurdle and it's stressing me out. i want to go to the Army but it's a nightmare. on the other hand my parents don't want me to leave and theyll pay for me to go to both college and tradeschool at the same time. i'm almost pretty much guaranteed a part time job with my mom's work. which do you think is a better deal?

[DrDeanCrosby]

It really should be viewed as a moral decision.Do you really want to dedicate your life assisting the murder and maiming of large numbers of people for the government?