I am dating this virgin and she does anything I say cuz she doesn't wanna lose me.. And I got addicted to the power and I pushed for her to allow me to have oral sex from other girls.. she eventually said fine.. And its like nothing is good enough.. now I am trying to push for sex with other girls.. and she got mad and left me.. But I know if i say im sorry she will come running back.. I dont know what to do.. should I suck it up and say sorry and consider what she already allows me to do as a win? Or do i say go to hell baby and see if she comes running back?