I'm totally straight but lesbian porn turns me on.?

[PurvyPrincess]

I'm engaged and I've always loved guys and I love sex with my fiance. And except for a few slightly sexual lesbian encounters with my friends, I love guys and I never second-guess that. But I tried to watch straight porn before and it didn't do anything for me. I always thought "my man's hotter than that." Or "we can do better than that man and woman." Like straight porn is so unrealistic because I have such amazing straight sex. So, I started watching lesbian or threesome porn (2 girls and a guy or vice versa) because I decided that I need to watch something that I don't do so I can relate to it. When the people have orgasms on lesbian or threesome porn I think it's real because I've never had that kind of sex before. And also, I hardly ever watch porn or masturbate unless I'm thinking about my fiance and things I want us to do each other. I mostly watch porn for ideas. And lesbians do some things that guys do to girls, I guess? What does this mean?

[SCS]

Don't worry about it, just because you're turned on by lesbian pornography doesn't mean you're a homosexual. Sexual orientation isn't black and white. You could be bi-curious, which means that you're interested in women, but not attracted to them like you are to men. Or, you might not even be that, and you could just enjoy trolling the bermuda triangle to ladies getting hot with other ladies. Nothing to worry about.

The only problem I see is watching pornography when you're engaged. That could cause problems in your relationship with him, unless he doesn't care at all. If you're watching pornography in secret, you should stop doing that, now, to avoid causing problems in your relationship with him. If he doesn't care, then it's your decision whether or not to watch it.

[foreverwondering]

I don't think there's anything wrong with it... seems normal, you explained why you don't watch the normal porn and why you like the lesbian porn.. so it's fine. Everyone has their own fetishes... heck, i masturbate to my boyfriend and his ex having sex; it's really the only thing that can make me orgasm. It's the intense jealousy and emotions that are connected to it but yet it arouses me so much. And i watch porn that reminds me of him. And also i also orgasm when im on a time limit, like when im not meant to and have to finish quick, it's just such a rush and makes me c*m hard.