i thought it was because i was jobless...so i got a job..
then i thought it was because i didnt have a GF...now i have a GF but i still lazy and unmotivated about life..

00.. i thought it was because i was living with my mother...so i moved by myself and still lazy and unmotivated about life

whats next? having a baby? noooooooooo
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i dont/cant understand whyyy i get tired of things so fast...

this is my cycle:

-empty
-find everything

-get lazy and unmotivated...lose it and dont give a fck about it
-get depressed

and the cycle continues

i just wanna die...im tireddd of this unmotivation and lack of caring...i care but i dont give a ...at the same time...somebody help me...