i used to like guys as a kid,now i am 17 and i just don't want to like guys,i really don't want to be married to a guy.i feel like i forced myself to like girls,it's not like i was abused by guys ,they did nothing to me.i just like girls now and i have a girlfriend and i love her and i want to spend the rest of my life with her.but i still feel like i chose to be a lesbian and that feeling really hurt,i don't find guys attractive at all.and i feel like when i find a girl attractive i tried so hard to make that possible,i feel like a perv.what is wrong with me and how can i stop feeling like this?