there are so many things in life that confuse me.. such as religion. should i be an atheist or should i be a christian, a buddhist, or whatever? well, i have thought about detaching myself from other people as much as possible because i can't decide and i don't want to have anything to do with others. i don't know what is right.. life isn't the way i want it to be. i guess i'll just do what i HAVE to, like going to work, pay bills, etc..