I'm in love. I want to have sex. Not asking for permission, mostly venting.

[brit0608]

I know you love him, but you just said yourself you know you won't be together forever. So I would wait a little longer especially if he is willing to wait too. There are so many guys in high school nowadays just trying to add girls to their list of having sex. I'm not saying you won't be together forever, but if he's willing to wait and you're both virgins I would wait girl! Wait as long as possible it will make it so much more worth it TRUST ME!

[CollarboneKiss]

Look at details, please.? I've been dating him for eight months.
Been in love with him for five months.
He's amazing, and always so sweet to me.
We've fooled around (orally and manually), for two months.
He hasn't pressured me one bit. In fact, whenever I bring it up, he assures me I don't need to do that with him, he'll always stay with me if we wait.
We're both virgins.
I never thought of the whole virginity thing as a big deal, and I want to lose it to him.
I feel like I'll be with him forever, even though I know won't. Hardly anyone marries their first love.
Here's the thing: we're fourteen.
My friend lost her virginity at 14, to a guy she was dating for two months, but eight months later, they're still together and in love.
Oh, and none of my friends are pressuring me either.
Thanks for reading this looonngg post.
Oh, and I know I should use a condom and all that, and we would be using one.
I feel like I'm ready.
And, why not do it now with someone I love and care about, when I'm ready?
I believe we're both pretty mature for our age.
And, if we did wait, it'd probably be just for a few months in May when we both turn 15.
It's not because I want to be like her.
Just giving an example.
I want to because I just want to.
I want to lose it to him.