Can you call a suicide hotline and just vent and let it all out, no matter what you say. I need to vent. And just get things off my cheat even though some of the things on my mind are very overwhelming and crazy.

I want to kill myself I do. I need to , and I'm at my wits end. Can I call a hotline and just let it all out without fearing that they'll send the police or ambulance on me ?

Or if I call from my cell, I don't know if it makes me a bit harder to trace, but I need to let it all out and not have anyone be sent to help me. I don't want help. I just need to let it all out. And I know if I call my therapist, I know she'll call 911 and send the police and ambulance to my house, so that's not an option. She knows where I live, hotlines don't... Or do they