I saw 9/11, that was the first one, one week before it happened. I saw my mom's drinking problem begin, years before it happened. I saw him die, I saw him overdose on methadone. I saw my sister's experience of almost being raped the night it happened, but she was smart and got away from him. I hate them. I've had many others but I tend to forget them and sometimes I see random people I don't know dying, and I'll see them later at the grocery store or my school or anywhere. I'm 13. I absolutely hate these dreams. How can I get rid of them? I'm tired of feeling guilty-- like I could save someone's life. I wish I would've saved him and gotten him to not take those pills the most. I don't want these dreams and I don't want to save a life.
I have a few questions.
where do they come from? why me?
can poltergeists have ANYTHING to do with them?
Is it possible to get rid of them?, HOW?
should i interpret them and use them to my advantage?
should i feel guilty? should I go and try and save lives?
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