I am 59.. I've been a Christian more than 35 of those years. For the last 2 years I just don't feel connected with God and always feel like there's something wrong. Once in awhile I feel his presence, but I struggle. Do you think it's because I don't have any strong connections with Christians? My husband and grown kids don't talk about God much, but I love and like them all dearly. I'm not involved in church either. What do you think?