...even though it was my choice We were together for four years and there were still things that made no sense at all in our relationship. I've realized what I need, want, deserve, desire and believe what a relationship should be and I didn't have it with him. From my view point when we were together his family and etc seemed way more important then us or me. Now that I called it off and we are still friends, but why do I care if his mother/family really liked me or what his version of our breakup is going to be when he tells his family and friends?

He already told me he told people I dumbted him...which I didn't I said, "I believe I should excuess myself from being your girlfriend because I'm not happy and you have too much to juggle in your life." That's how I ended it. This is crazy I feel sad and relived at the same time ...But note I don't want him back.