Damn, i have this problem. I am a 20 yr old virgin. And one of the biggest
reasons that i still am is because i have this strange pride and feeling inside me.
I feel more pure than other people and i can say "im not like u" And i would feel
dirty, guilty and common by having sex. But at the same time im so horny all the time i masturbate at least 2 times a day. If i dont masturbate, i cant f****** fall asleep and my abdomen starts aching. Also, the other reason that i never had sex before is because i feel an invisible force

is preventing me from doing such things. Maybe God? or my guardian spirits? please tell me your thoughts on this