I have terrible anxiety, and OCD, so it could well be HOCD. However, I am turned on by lesbian porn and naked women, and I'm turned on by hearing of women getting undressed and stuff. However, I could never imagine myself dating a woman or being with one for the rest of my life. I imagine myself being with a guy, and I only have crushes on guys, but seeing naked guys and penises don't turn me on. I worry that my anxiety keeps me from seeing that I really am a lesbian, but I don't know. What do you guys think?