OK... I am a yaoi fangirl. I love yaoi. Hell I'd swim in yaoi if I could.
but sometimes when I'm watching yaoi I start thinking... isn't this really gross? or its supposed to be gross? right?! so why am I watching it? Than I start feeling ashamed of myself...

but than I think "Hell with it! I'm gonna watch ma yaoi! Even if I have to delete my history for the rest of my life!!"

Does anyone ever feel this way?

oh btw my mom almost saw the yaoi... I had to click the close thing... and because I had two freakin tabs on I had less time to click the "Close all tabs" and my mom almost saw it....

But what is life without taking risks?? (^_^)b