I'm a stupid 18 year old, I'm an idiot, I learn slow, I think and feel like I'm older and dislike loud a*s people. I'm 18 and I like to drive my car crazy down the freeway. I cut people off. I hate that my ex bailed on me and left to go to another country and used college as an excuse. I moved out when I turned 17 and now I have 7 to my name. I hate that I spend my money recklessly and I hate that I spend my money on people who back stab me and steal more money from me, especially my so called friends. I hate being alone and I hate being in large groups of people. I'm lost and I'm going college for a major that seems out of my range. If I could say **** YOU to a person, it would be my stupid sensitive side.