Have I been redeemed will I go to heaven?

I became corrupt when I was 11 when I realized just how cruel and unfair the world really was.I'm not kidding I really was going to do this to try and get back at the system.I was going to study magick and use its power to kidnap beautiful women and keep them as sex slaves within a dungeon that I created in my mind.I was going to murder my enemies by cudgeling them to death with an axe,but then after numerous failed attempts at magic I realized that magic powers aren't real and I just waisted a ton of money.I realized that I needed to overcome these sinful desires in order to get into heaven.I did I no longer have any desires of getting revenge on my enemies or fornicating with beautiful women.I pray to God and ask him to forgive me for my sinful desires and I swear that I won't think of them againSo will I go to heaven.I also lost interest in learning magick.