Hello I am a 40 year old father and I am ashamed to say I am sexually attracted to my 14 year old son. Every time he has a shower I pretend I don't know he's in there and walk in just to gaze at his impressive manhood. Sometimes I get lost in his eye, I could stare at it for hours, watching the beads of water run down his phallus. I am seriously considering telling him about this to see where it goes, I really hate my wife and I know she is cheating on me. I wish I had the courage to just grab my son and escape with him as my lover. I don't care what people think anymore i'm going to do it.

wish me luck