You see guys I'm 15... my boyfriend and I have been going out for 8 months. Right from the start we've really liked eachother and get along pretty well without fighting and all that stuff. But the thing is, that he's just the kind of person that's a little shy and doesn't take initiative. He's lovely, but I don't ever even remember him coming up to me and giving me a kiss.. he says he is STILL nervous. And the reason we don't fight is because he simply doesn't argue anything.. in a way, it bugs me. But the point here is that even though I really like him, I don't want to spend the rest of my highschool years being tied down in a relationship.. especially one that isn't all that romantic. It is a really hard decision to make because that is my only reason for wanting to end it, but everyday I want to get out there and flirt with other guys more. I have tried to get him to be more romantic and what not, but I don't think he's that kind of guy. It seems like, even though I love him, he brings more value to a bestfriend rather than a boyfriend relationship. We always talk about getting married and living this life, and I really can imagine having a great life with him as a husband.. I just feel like I don't want such a serious relationship right now, but what if I do later and it's too late?
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