I have always believed myself to be asexual due to my difficulty in keeping relationships and a sexually abusive childhood. And whenever guys try to be nice/flirt or look at me, it kind of pisses me off. However, this one guy, who is rather quiet, attractive, and smart but sadly friends with idiots ("popular" kids) has looked at me at me often, and instead of thinking 'take a pic it lasts longer' i actually don't mind it. And he's really sweet to me too. And it doesn't bother me. In fact, lately I've been curious to see if i can get his attention or not. That doesn't mean i can see myself having a relationship with him, but he makes me smile when i think of him. So what does this mean? That i might not be asexual after all?