Lindsay

i'm pretty sure my dad is going through mid life crisis. i feel kind of guilty about the fact that i almost want to be mad at him for it. we've suffered living with my troubled older brother up until 4 years ago when he finally moved out. when my brother lived at home, it was hell. he was abusive to the whole family, my parents were too busy handling him to pay attention to me and i didn't want to be anymore trouble for them so i just kept to myself. my dad was always brilliant with handling things...he was so smart and i respected him more than anyone in the world. it took two years for me to rehabilitate from living with my brother, and the third year i finally came to life and had a great relatioship with my parents, and now he's doing this. i finally have my happy time with my parents and my dad is too moody to deal with me. he snaps easily, and doesn't take interest in me at all. he put all of his effort into fixing my mean brother and ran out of love just when i'm finally happy.
will my dad ever snap out of this...or did i miss out on his good years?