I mean is she that miserable, that everytime I get on the computer, she make dumb bleep comments, saying that I am on the computer.
Then she tells my dad that I am always on the computer. And then he gets mad.
And then he puts passwords on the computer.
Then when my mom come down the stairs, she unplugs the computer,
and then you need a password to get back on.
Then she is like why don't you read a book, and then when I do read, she says why don't you clean up the house. Then she complains to my dad why am I not working. And I told her, because of my doctor, then she is like you should be bringing in income. Then she is like I am going to be 24 and still living with my parents. I am trying to go back to school, but my bleeping dad makes close to 100,000 a year, so I can't get financial aid. Then I have to deal with stupid psychiatrists because they said I deal with Schizophrenia, and Bipolar. I just have those crazy thoughts, then I have to deal with it, because God ain't going to talk to me. And the worst part my mom has a mental illness, and hasn't work in 12 years, and she sees a psychiatrist. But yet because I am younger she expects me to get a job.
I am 23 years old. I should not have to be monitored like a little kid.
All I am saying that I have to take crazy medicine. I don't even have a car, or a girlfriend. I would make up imaginary voices in my head to talk to me. I mean I want to take it out on God. But my mom is the most depressing person in the world. What the bleep does reading a book going to do about my future. That all my mom want me to do is work and pay bills. She so bleeping retarded, she can't see that I have some mental problems.
Then my sister who is 18, gets on the computer five times more than me, and my mom never say anything. All my mom do is get on me for not having a job. I am trying to wait on Social Security.
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